How to get the courage to talk to him?

Honestly it doesn't matter what the world thinks of how you look. What matters is how the both of you get along. Yes, looks have to do a lot with what you can & can't get now a days but in Love its your personality that counts the most. My advise don't think about it just get dressed and get to his game don't ask yourself "what if" just do it and I'm sure you wont regret it. If its still hard think of him as when you were younger and you both knew each other more and nothing else mattered but that you two talked because really that still has not changed just how you see things! Good Luck! =)